Admirable Of The Inconsequential Undesirable Beam Of The Ordinary Dream

Interesting It Seems
Glimmering With Beams
Of Undesirable Dreams
And Of Nothing It Seems
To Be Ordinary To Means

Inconsequential It Seems
Admirable To Whom It Means

Of The Ordinary Dream
Creating The Undesirable Beam
Of Inconsequential Means
As Admirable As It Seems

something you see
something interesting to be
lost in the world of a distant dream
you are nothing to me
and everything seems
to be turning into a dream

and all is gone

All alone
far from home
no one to see
its hard for me
nothing is said
for my heart is dead.

taken to heart

I live this story. Through a shadow of glory, created by lights of despair, fueled by the life that I share while my heart weeps with moments to spare.

written by cody original

I've been seeing this ghost.

She knows all of my mistakes,

and she's conquered all my fears.

And when I feel her close,

regrets are the only thing she lets me hear.

She's begun to haunt every inch of my dreams,

And leaves me reeling.

Every line she feeds me

keeps me down and kneeling

and every time she leaves me,

I lose all direction.

If she keeps up like this

I'll be lost for good.

And This intoxication

is something I've accepted.

This subtle vocation

I've been playing at

Is what fills my mind,

and controls my time.

She pushes this clock

ticking faster and faster,

getting louder

Like the swing of a pendulum

every one around it has surely heard.

And like every weak willed criminal

I'm only seconds away from my confession.

written by cody

I've been seeing this ghost.

She sees all of my mistakes,

and she conquers the fears I hold on to.

And when I feel her close,

regrets are the only thing she lets me hear.

She began to haunt every inch of my dreams,

And leaves me reeling.

She enjoys nothing more.

Her every word dripping Elegance.

Every line she feeds me

keeps me down and kneeling

and every time she leaves me,

I lose all direction.

If she keeps up like this

I'll be lost for good.

And this intoxication

is something I've accepted.

This subtle vocation

I've been playing at

Is what fills my mind,

and controls my time.

She pushes this clock

ticking faster and faster,

getting louder

Like the swing of a pendulum.

With every breath she takes

my confidence seems to wane

And like every weak willed criminal

I'm only seconds away from my confession.

never ending

into the dark
creating a spark
of the start
we will burn
forever
in the wind
in the light
in the dark
the light is our heart
our love to start
our love to be
the love that will always be.

although the ending is untold , the story is still written , and as it may seem the past has written something new , our story is still there , is still waiting

my fate under your voice

Everywhere i go are the places we met and the times we spent . The times we laughed and the times we spent looking into each others eyes . and then you ask why i run to the highest hill , were no one else can reach , and stand all alone and i wait . Because our story is not over . my life will wait. i stand here to see every place we spent looking into each others eyes . and so i will wait because it is never to late , because i will wait for fate to find me . and to hear her voice , under the whisper of the wind . and i will wait . nothing is to late

Remember

Remember to always say what you mean. If you love someone, tell them. Don’t be afraid to express yourself. Reach out and tell someone what they mean to you. Because when you decide that it is the right time it might be too late. Seize the day. Never have regrets. And most importantly, stay close to your friends and family, for they have helped make you the person that you are today.

Of a lovers first greet

deep & brown
dark & deep
thee eyes
of thee one who sleeps
takes thee soul it meets
of a lovers first greet

when our eyes first meet
under that light in the street
will take thee away into a slumberous sleep

Left in pieces

I know
This is the end
I sit
and
I wait

Until my heart
Lets go again
and
Every little time
I think i forget
But
Every little time
I know
This is the end
We pretend
To live again
Until
My heart
Breaks again
I pretend
To live again
Breaking my heart
Into two again

wanted unwanted unfixable

sit and wait
a heart will break
and
life will not wait
and your heart will break

no blue moon

lights torn
shadows are born
the moon is leaving
the sun bleeding
and the nights
will sit and wait
until the stars
break light
for the shadow
night

wait and see to make my life lonely for me

something to late
an ending to a fate
to this night
to be
my life i see
and ending for me
the beginning for thee.

My shadow of shame

my shadow of shame
in caverns of lifeless names
darkness is all to blame
light makes the name
our power is the same
forging our shadows of shame
we are all the same

shallow names

the pitiless name
and all the things
of life that makes
the tears and cry
of the shallows
of the same pain
and the hollows
of this same name
that creates
this darkness of
pain
love is its name

darkness and pain and all the things that create shame

left alone
in the shadows
of my home
subdued
by the
darkness
&
pain

left alone
in the
heart
of
blame
&
shame
nothing
is the
same

Letter to Poem

The long sought words
Found by you
A stranger at best
A pain that's love
A friend to be
Something i couldn't see
A note making light
As bright as it could be
A dream you will always be
Sought after in life
To be no more then i see
A pain that's love
A love to be
A love you will not see
I hope you love thee.

Poem

I will be gone

Lost with words
Totaled by lies
Subdued by the dreams I abide
I will see the real
And for all it is

For this is the life we shall live

Under the bright gloom moon

Under the bright gloom moon
Under the bright gloom moon
I'll see you soon
In the night
Just like tonight
Where dreams are sweet
And there's a girl to meet
So I'll walk these streets
With wishes to meet
So I hope this is true
I hope it's you
I hope I see you
Under the bright gloom moon
-
I'll be yours soon

When the clock strikes 12:01

Here we are
We'll make it true
Right now until its through
Until the night done with you
Here we are now
Its almost the end
With moments to spare
We have no care
So here we are now
Let it come
The nights almost done
But our lifes not over
It just begun
Right now when the clock strikes 12:01

Forever and always

But there's one thing I gotta get off my mind,
That when your eyes meet mine
Right from the vey start
You bring a joy to my heart,
I've never felt before,
And forever it will stay
Each and every day!
Then, with a gentle look
and In sweet honesty and truth
Knowing that I could never find that feeling
with anyone other than you!
"My love so true ,
Forever And Always,
I Will Love You!"

To:_________

Suspended moment

Well there are a few things you can do~
Smile , through the night until the morning light , Without even trying*
My heart shocked^
Cause~
No words are not enough to express my love for you!
But when I hear you speak>
There is a moment... One single moment,<><>

How

I live my life from the end to the begining.
One beat away from death ,
to the first beat of my life.
Stopping to catch my breath when I allready have it.
To give into life when there is no more need for it.
I am here now.
What shall be?

livin life

~I've been roaming around , Waitin' for you , And all you know , Someone like you , And how you speak , Makin' life so much easier to beat!~

Through

just open up your heart and you will see
the light that bends
upon sliver gold
that falls into your life
of whats watched and whats told
thats done
through dreams
through fantasy
through life of that which is just a fantasy & dream
and nothing but reality can be seen
so untold stories that betray your soul
bring meaning to which you will befold
so you may become whole
with meaning and soul
to create a life of that which youve been told
and go through the days of sadder and thus of joy
into the shadows of the reality of the dreams you made fantasies of which you control
and thus the failure of complete is always told
nothing will matter
for life has no control
of which it will be told
and nothing will matter

Shooting stars are brighter then they seem

They said he was the light that bent through the dark ; though he never shinned as bright as he could , he made a difference .

The angel that flies over thee

"Although the good of me is all you see , everything evil is inside of me , but I am the one you seek , the angel that flies upon thee ,for I must do bad things to protect thee

Life is so hard to live and be

"A tragedy it must have been , how hard it seems to be , to live it seems so difficult to be , someone who's not me"

just

And today is just like any other day
We'll live our lives in such a way
Where there'll always be somethin' to say
"Goodbye tonight
I'll make this right
Some other night."

remember

Creating the obvious is no illusion
With finding meaning is giving up hope
To get what you want is to no longer need
And to live is to die
Just remember that and remember why.

lonely is in the eyes of the devils i meet

shadows of death
for the life i seek
hearts so cold
its hard to speak
my life is long
& bleak
lonely
waiting for
that long
slumberous
sleep
in the eyes
of the devils
i meet

And you may see , but will not know , only me

Never let go

Waiting to show

Every night I wait

And the stars shall glow

My heart will wait

To let you know
I'll never let go
For this is the love I behold

I am still waiting to meet

Skip a beat

From the start to the defeat

I want to meet

Every time my heart skips a beat

From the time we meet

And time slows to my beat

My heart slowly skips a beat

So waiting to meet

Every time my heart skips a beat

and our eyes will meet

and our love will skip this beat

That Endless Kiss

That night of long thought bliss

From the endless words

To that thought of a kiss

Remembering

Will make me miss

And every moment

To this moment

Will make me miss

The thought

Of a missed

Kiss

Although my heart i strong
it belongs to where the wind whispers my words
for thy words come from inside
from which i cannot control
coming from my soul
love and anger , and all its pain
without the shame
and these are my words
and these are which i say
i am leaving to some place
of which there is no pain
so ill speak
the truth to be
of which i love thee

originals and photoshopped

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